Holy Fucking Shit

You are driving me insane.
This is why I give up.
THIS.
YOU.
FUCKING STUPID.
 

I. Want. You. So. Bad.

And not even in a sexual way?
Fuck you karma, fuck you. 

FUCK

That is all.
Just fuck.
Cause I did what they said I should, then went against all of their future advice, 
so now I am fucked.

This is bad

I’m not drunk enough to be realizing the fact that you are everything I’ve ever looked for in a guy, and everything I’ve never even thought to look for. These past two nights have been some of the best, but I know that part of it is for all of the wrong reasons. Best friend…at least we have each other. And soon I know we’ll be able to laugh every time we hear that song “I’m in love with a freshman”
I luh you babygurl. 

Staying up late

just to text him.
Yup, I’m straight fucked. 

I just found out he’s Italian.

FUCK. I’M SO IN LOVE.

It’s time to pacify my imagination,
before this gets out of control.
Let’s just make sure,
we don’t eclipse this world completely…
I’d hate for them to miss us shining.

There seems to be only one way up,
and that’s out.
That exit sign glows “open” on the other side.

So maybe it’s time you knew
that the tape reel in your head
that shows me as a dream
is doing nothing but lie,
to the both of us
All of the transformations I want to make
are going to cause a storm.
And if you stand too close,
you may just get thrown somewhere
you never wanted to be.